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ONE MAVIN TOO MANY [Sep. 7th, 2006|07:42 pm]
The reason I didn't make an entry yesterday was that I had to much homework to do to make up the days I missed last week. It took me hours and I was doing more of it on the school bus this morning.

When I was in tenth grade it was so easy, but I skipped eleventh and twelfth has been too hard. I'm working harder than anyone else at school and can't keep up with it. I hate to say it but I think skipping was a mistake this time.

Mom says they just make it tough at first and it will be easier in a few weeks. That I should stick it out. I hope she's right but I don't think she is.

While I've been at school mom has been getting Mavin legal in this timeline. A Social Security number, a birth certificate, an appointment to take a test that show's he shouldn't go to high school and should go right to college. All that stuff.

She even changed her will and life insurance policy so that if anything happens to her he and I will split everything. I don't want to be selfish but I guess I am. This is my history and my timeline. I don't want to share my mom with him, my friends with him, and now my inheritence with him. Its not fair.

He's nicer than me, smarter than me, cooler than me, more fun, everyone likes him better than they like me. All around he's better at being me than I am and I want him gone.